I feel stabbed in the heart and a def headache. When you read what this about I know your going to laugh, so might as well get it over with. I have been effected this much by two simply wonderful books that I read in less then two days. Twilight and New Moon finally arrived yesterday, and I finished everything I was doing, garbed my books, plopped down on the chair, and stared reading. And thats would I did for hours and when I finished twilight on with New Moon I went! And then... -shudders- Mom told me to go to sleep! In which I had to force my self to do! I wanted to keep on reading forever, I wouldn't care if it was about doing laundry just as long as it was about them. And now I'm done I've read them and I feel empty. Even if I'm not thinking about them there's some small part in the back of my mind that is. Maybe it's just the fact I had a good meal for the first time today an hour ago. I had a tortilla with beacon in it earlier, like at nine. I want Eclipse and Breaking down so bad right now. Why must I be tortured by a book? I feel insane. Or maybe it's just my head that feels like it's going to die. iono. -yawn-